V.1

Can’t take it any longer

Used to think I was stronger

I just don’t belong here

And I always am wondering if the end is near

Chorus

Depression: Consistant

Emotions: Persistant

And it’s just a repeat, day and night

In the loop of the scene of my hollow life

V. 2

I’m already in agony

Replacing my pain with extreme apathy

None of this is good for me

Self abuse with and overdose of sympathy

V. 1

Woke up to the beep of my phone

Don’t fucking want to talk,

Just want to be alone.

Don’t want to “chill at the burger joint”

Just want to get happy, so get to the point

I don’t have too long before

I’m not here anymore.

Chrous

Doesn’t matter today or tonight

If I get robbed or beat up in a fight

Turn on my stereo, turn off the lights

I’m going to go numb tonight

V. 2

Can’t stand it no more

I’ve been here too many times before

Say I won’t do it anymore

But when you leave I have nowhere to go

Except into the arms of the coldest comfort I know

Her touch, her sweet gentle kiss

Gives me dull, numb bliss

I’m fucking sick of all this

Broken down and I can’t pick up the pieces

Summer days fade away
Bliss and happiness will never stay
The season of fall will come and go
And before my very eyes I will know
The black december has come

Bitter cold, a snowy embrace
In the blizzard storm, the little ones give chase
While I sit alone, without a helping hand
Finding love in no forms.

Constituting the downfall of joy
The blizzard continues to spread its fridgid love
Homes wrecked, lives destroyed
All with love from the black december.

They say a picture says a thousand words
Yet a million pictures wouldn’t be able to say it
I’d like to wait ‘till later
But the moment may never come again
We told eachother that we loved eachother
But love has faded to dust
Even if fate said we were meant to be
Fate is just too late

You can say that you hate me
And I understand
You can say that you will miss me
And I will agree
You can call me a dirty liar
And that is the truth
You can say that I deserve to die
But I don’t really care